Monday, February 11, 2008 ♥
Last posted@1:19 PM
SHOUT-OUT!!!Hey Guys! Sara, Jan, Shang, xm and ky! Thanks you so much for the posts and concerns and thoughts. i truely appreciate it from the bottom of my stupid fat heart. but it's not about determination or perseverance or whatever la. i just dun think that teaching is the right path fer me. i mean, we all know that practicing art and teaching it are two super different things la. and being me, with my sucky public speaking and low self esteem, just dun think it's a good path fer me. i lack the passion for it and that way, it's also very unfair towards the students. i so wanna do well in my job, but i find it incredibly difficult to do so. so i handed in my resignation this morning to my HOD ler. and she was very understanding bout it. but i'm still gonna stay on till they find a new art teacher. i think it's good that i had the opportunity to try it out la. so now i noe that i gotta start thinking bout what else i can do with my life. so funny cos my HOD told me that ms lye said that "this girl can chi ku (tolerate hardship)". haish. i'm sorry i have let ms lye down. and for that i feel very disgusting and horrible. i guess i can 'chi ku' in AEP cos i love and enjoy it so much..Well, thanks guys once again. and hope to be seeing u all very soon. there are rumours that results are comin out either this week or next week. also got another rumour that it's comin out in march. so duno what to believe. but whenever it is, i'll be seein u soon. =) love u guys. <3
♥ with love, meow
