Monday, April 21, 2008 ♥
Last posted@9:37 PM
The next 2 tuesdays...
will determine my future...
and my life.
Whatever happens tomoroe evening at 1930, and next tuesday afternoon..Life will never be the same. If both go good, my life will change dramatically for the better. But if either one goes bad, or god help me, both go bad, i will surely go into the depths of depression and kill myself. Unfortunately, it's too late to tell me:
"Cat..dun expect too much, cos if things dun work out, u'd be devastated. If u dun expect anything, and u do get it, u'd just be pleasantly surprised!"
Oh fer Goodness sake. dun tell me this lo.. it's one thing to preach it, another to practice it. If u noe that something so totally awesome is just within ur grasp, how can you NOT think about it, dream about it, pin all your hopes on it. so it's really too late to tell me this, cos, i've already put all my aspirations and dreams on the outcome of the activities of tomorow and the tuesday to follow. you want to help me..just pray fer me..fervently.
There are several reasons why i desperately need to get out of Singapore fer a few years...and i noe..i just noe..that going away..is what i NEED. it's a NEED..a desperate NEED..
♥ with love, meow
