Sunday, April 20, 2008 ♥
Last posted@2:46 PM
like a rising fountain...
Saturday
Had college day ceremony at NYJC where i was invited back to collect my awards. met shang at 1230 at LT4 fer some useless briefing by CHeeKo. Shang also got award to collect. =) but i guess in the end there was really no need to even go cos we could actually collect our cert and money and stuff another day. attending ceremony was just a formality..a chance to show ur face, gain some minute recognition, shake some person's hand and smile in front of a sea of students and teachers of whom the majority really dun care 2 hoots bout who u are. no matter. the point is, i got to relive my small glory just fer a moment longer, got to take picture with mr nandwani, & just pretty much feel darn good bout myself fer a second. It also helped that a bunch of the new aep J1s were doing duty outside the hall - and they wooted and clapped fer me when i came off stage both times. =)
In the evening, i went to shang's house to have bbq, to be extra amidst her office friends, relatives and parent's friends. went to be emo a few times, walking around the estate and sitting by myself on the swing. lol. i bet ppl must have tot i was some ghost..all alone with my kind of crazy hair, gliding slowly, and on top of that, wearing RED. i guess i'm not good with crowds, i dun fit with big numbers of ppl, cos i somehow always get overlooked in such situations. that's just cos i dun talk much. nobody's fault but my own really. =) but in the end, i had a nice time. thanks shang. next time we'll have one with a bunch of ppl we all noe. =)
♥ with love, meow
