Tuesday, April 8, 2008 ♥
Last posted@9:49 PM
if u guys are wondering what the hell i'm talking about in the first sentence of my previous entry...then GOOD! cos it's meant fer me and only me to understand, and well, fer those who i told to understand as well. so dunt fret. i've not lost the ability to string words together to form a comprehensive sentence. here's another one fer u to be confused by..
abscond me unaccompanied! bleeding, wretched, twisted, off-colour defacation slice
food fer thought - why does crying almost always makes me feel better. i just feel so shitty and horrible the whole day. it's like a giant burden that i'd just be loadin around all day, i want to cry but can't. then i just need that trigger, which yesterday just so happened to be janice's voice. then after crying, it's like, every trouble, every sore feeling, every anger and sadness went away with my tears. it's strange. almost like the tears contain all those horrible emotions in them. hm..good thought i think. can use fer art work. very metaphorical.
.here's a random picture fer u to admire.
.yes that is a painting and yes that is my head.
♥ with love, meow
