meanwhile. i have to started to face reality..accept it and live it, cos if i dunt i'd just be totally miserable fer the rest of my life..and i dunt deserve to be..cos lotsa good things have happened to me before, so i dunt deserve to be miserable.

i find going to work an excellent remedy for my pain. when i'm alone it escalates, when i'm with family, i only feel the unreasonable resentment towards them, when i'm at work, i'm distracted, i'm working, there are people who dunt noe what i'm going through cos i dunt show it, so they treat me normally. there is laughter and joy when i'm there, so my heartache vanishes for a while and everything seems rosey..the moment i'm alone again, i break.

My dearest friends, just let me emo fer a while..meanwhile, i really don't want to talk about it. and i honestly dunt feel like going anywhere or seeing anyone. it's nothing against anybody, i just don't feel like.. communicating..

cathleen

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turning 20 this 12th July

ARTIST

desperately seeking
FREEDOM
PURPOSE
LIFE

lament.

maybe in some other time
some other place

inspire.

though we travel the world over the find the beautiful
we must carry it with us or we find it not

the sky.

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a perfect paradox of constancy and change
always there but never the same

i love.

family
buddie baby
precious friends

LONDON

i must down to the seas again
to the lonely sea and sky
and all i ask
is a tall ship and star
to steer her by

talk to me.

i carry your heart.

e.e. cummings

i carry your heart with me
i carry it in my heart
i am never without it
anywhere i go you go,
my dear;
and whatever is done
by only me
is your doing,
my darling

i fear no fate
for you are my fate,
my sweet
i want no world
for beautiful you are my world,
my true
and it's you are
whatever a moon
has always meant
and whatever a sun
will always sing
is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
here is the root of the root
and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky
of a tree called life;
which grows higher
than the soul can hope
or mind can hide
and this is the wonder
that's keeping the stars apart.

i carry your heart
i carry it in my heart

angels.

cheng hong
claudyne
esther
inn poh
janice
joan
kai ying
mandy
seow ling
sara
serene
shangyi
sook chan
tze yin
xian min
xinli
zhixin

aep blog

listen.

here
there is love



Love is patient,
love is kind.
It does not envy,
it does not boast,
it is not proud.

It is not rude,
it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil
but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects,
always trusts,
always hopes,
always perseveres.

love never fails


Corinthians 1:4-7

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