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Saturday, May 24, 2008 ♥
Last posted@11:07 PM
dunt worry shangyi, adm is the last place i will go. for pro adm-ers, i really have nothing against adm, it's just personally not fer me..so i get so pissed off when ppl come and tell me to go adm, that it will open lotsa doors, it's just another form of fine art, i can always go on exchange programs. SHUT UP! going on an exchange program is HARDLY the same as studying there full time and they noe it. And WHy the HELL should i go to study in ADM when i have no interest in design what so ever. for goodness sake, why should i take something just because it's REMOTELY related to what i really want to study. SERIOUSLY..i am in a state of utter resentment towards 'the ministry', my parents and ppl who tell me that it's not a big deal and i should just accept it. IT DOESN"T HELP to tell me that.MY PARENTS KEEP SAYING TAT THEY WILL HAVE A CONVERSATION BOUT IT WITH ME BUT THEY HAVEN"T. THEY HAVE ACCEPTED MY STATE WHILE I HAVEN"T. THEY KEEP SAYING I CAN ALWAYS STUDY ART LATER IN MY LIFE. BUT WHY SHOULD I STUDY SOMETHING ELSE WHICH I HAVE NO INTEREST IN, FORCE MYSELF TO STUDY IT..FOR 4 FREAGIN YEARS. THE 4 YEARS WHICH WOULD DETERMINE MY LIFE. OF ALL THE YEARS OF MY EDUCATION, THESE ARE THE ONES WHICH MATTER AND I HAVE TO BE STUCK WITH A COURSE WHICH IS SECONDARY TO ME. WHAT THE HELL IS HEAVEN TRYING TO DO. WHY IS HEAVEN SCREWING WITH MY LIFE?!?!??!?!?!?!
i'm done with the sad stage of my withdrawal..apparently i have entered the 'hate everybody, spit on everything' stage, where i'm just so totally fucking angry with all the the things which i wanted, but can't have. all the things which i have achieved BUT ARE WORTH SHIT! because they can't even lead me on the path which seems so totally right fer me. WHAT WORTH IS 4 STUPID As?!?!??!?!
i know many of you will read this is wonder what the hell i'm complaining about..i got my As, i can pretty much go whereever i want. but no, cos i've been cursed with ART as my passion, my interest, and my hobby, and been cursed to have this interest in a place such as Singapore where Artists have absolutely NO fuTUre. NO ONE WANTS TO INVEST IN AN ARTIST IN SINGAPORE!!!whatever. accept my fate.
♥ with love, meow
the person.
cathleen
NUS FASS freshy
turning 20 this 12th July
ARTIST
desperately seeking
FREEDOM
PURPOSE
LIFE
lament.
maybe in some other time
some other place
inspire.
though we travel the world over the find the beautiful
we must carry it with us or we find it not
the sky.
a perfect paradox of constancy and change
always there but never the same
i love.
family
buddie baby
precious friends
LONDON
i must down to the seas again
to the lonely sea and sky
and all i ask
is a tall ship and star
to steer her by
talk to me.
i carry your heart.
e.e. cummings
i carry your heart with me
i carry it in
my heart
i am never without it
anywhere
i go you go,
my dear;
and whatever is done
by only me
is your doing,
my darling
i fear
no fate
for you are my fate,
my sweet
i want
no world
for beautiful you are my world,
my true
and it's you are
whatever a moon
has always meant
and whatever a sun
will always sing
is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
here is the root of the root
and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky
of a tree called life;
which grows
higher
than the soul can hope
or mind can hide
and this is the wonder
that's keeping the stars apart.
i carry your heart
i carry it in my heart
angels.
cheng hong
claudyne
esther
inn poh
janice
joan
kai ying
mandy
seow ling
sara
serene
shangyi
sook chan
tze yin
xian min
xinli
zhixin
aep blog
listen.
here
there is love
Love is patient,
love is kind.
It does not envy,
it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude,
it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil
but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects,
always trusts,
always hopes,
always perseveres.
love never fails
Corinthians 1:4-7
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