Thursday, July 10, 2008 ♥
Last posted@11:07 PM
it's funny how i hate you
tomorrow is my last day of work. about time, since i pretty much have NOTHING to do in school these days. maybe i'm just useless..i certainly feel pretty useless over there..and that's a lousey feeling, which brings certain light to the concept that being bored and idol is way way worse than being busy. thus, i can't wait till school starts and i can start being busy again.i had a real bad time in school today anyway..i was quite lonely and feeling really introvert all day. having one of those stupid mood swings again. they seem to happen a lot lately..made dinner plans with shang and seow so at least that was something to look forward to at the end of a bad day. left school early and went home first to put down my laptop and other heavy stuffs. walked out to the bus stop and the weather was really nice..not in the typical way, but in the way i like it..beautiful grey skies, impending rainstorm, whispering wind..perfectly emo and melancholic - like me i guess.
it then started to pour before the bus came and the damn roof of the bus stop was leaking. nice lil lady shared her umbrella with me. wow..that was realy nice to meet a friendly singaporean..cos singaporeans are usually so freakishly sour faced..met shang and seow at shokudo at citylink. food was alrite..din really enjoy cause i guess we weren't that hungry. talked a bit, laughed a bit, argued a bit, saw qiyang too..then went to wallet shop but it was closed already. siao la..where got shop close so early..damn slackers..anyway, spotted awesome crocs shoes that cost $80 but i absolutely MUST have!!! oh well, so since everything was closing, went home lor..besides..shang was very tired..poor thing. REST WELL SHANG!!!so that's it fer today. must get ready fer another lonely day at work tomorrow. nobody to pei me...keep getting pang seh-ed. argh. hate myself.
♥ with love, meow
