Friday, July 25, 2008 ♥
Last posted@11:45 AM
' n o ' 'nothing'
that's a double negative
no photos
no interests
no events
no emotions
no words
yes.
no nothing
how contradictory
ok
i lie
there are lots of emotions
minimal events worth talking about
Wednesday
SYF opening ceremony was lame..award winners were asked to report at 1345 when the actual thing started only at 5. and what did we do in between? had one stupid rehearsal which really consisted of lining up, standing, walking, hearing your name, climbing stairs, shaking a hand, touching a piece of paper and bowing. so i suppose by everybody's BriLLiAnT calculation, all the 'work' would take..oh i duno..3 hours?!?!?! well it didn't, so what else did we do to fill the beautiful time, oh yea! SITTING! and oh, did i mention the lack of chairs in the waiting room(which was microscopic btw). so it was 100 ppl sitting in their fine garb on the wonderful floor..how prestigious...
the exhibition part was ok though, only because all 3 teachers were there and reunited again..i 4got how nice it was when they're all together..they were all running around, crappin and taking funny photographs. =) i also managed to clinch the title of 'bambi' for some reason..something to do with how i hop around..was also called a 'lost deer' at some point..mrs ng sure lives up to her reputation as an expert nickname allocator. made a new friend(or aquintance)..one of the MOE scholars going to goldsmiths..felt a tinge of envy..but could tell she was a very nice person, and i liked her a lot based on first impression..told her i would visit them in london next year. she appeared thrilled. also caught up with ms yeo, my sec 3 art teacher..told her bout my recent woes, and she sounded the most sympathetic out of anybody i've ever told. when i told her i wouldn't even be studyin art, she said all the hairs on her back was standing..she said that i should have just appealed and appealed..she sounded real upset bout it. haish. well..i'm so grateful to finally have someone who can sorta share almost the same kind of disappointment for me..i really needed that support..thanks miss yeo..
left the exhibition with my parents feeling like there was a huge hole somewhere in my soul..wasn't exactly sure what that was all about..but i'm over it now..
♥ with love, meow
