sometimes i have to wonder

are my friends really my friends

do they love me as much as i love them

who is true and who isn't

who will be there for me when it matters

if i knew the answers to all these questions

i might not be left with even a handful of ppl

how many is a handful anyway..

5?

so less than a handful would be..

1? 2?

they say human beings are social creatures

so why do i feel so alone

why do i feel so insignificant all the time

what IS the point of life..

and why is it worth a damn to live it..

been feeling damn disgusting lately. i think it's 'PMS'..which lately is rare..cos i haven't been blessed with my 'M' for a long time. it's the stress. 2008 sucks shit. it's the suckiest year ever..and did i mention, that it'll probably get suckier in 2009, 2010 and yes, up to 2012..which may be the end of the world..and if it is..i'll be damn pissed that the last 4 years of my existence were the suckiest ever.

aha aha. i'm probably gonna get scolded for emo entries again. but it's my blog. i say what i want when i feel it. u noe that ppl are most honest when they're drunk, and when they're on their blog. that's just my own theory btw..but i think it makes sense.

argh. and just for kicks. i'll post some lame pictures:

♥ with love, meow