Tuesday, September 30, 2008 ♥
Last posted@11:06 AM
THANK YOU SHANGYI
FOR TAKING THESE PICTURES FOR ME
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU
THEY DON'T MAKE ME FEEL MISERABLE
I FEEL SAD CAUSE IT'S LIKE SO WASTED THAT I'M NOT THERE
this is what is sitting at goldsmiths college:

yes my name is there.
but am i there?
as nice as it is to have somehow left my mark,
it's just damn sickening.
can u blame me for being miserable..
meanwhile, i am going to fail my midterms.
NM1101 and PL1101 yesterday.
Sucks Shit.
so eff-ing difficult.
NEGATIVE marking system some more!
my brother challenged me to get 95/100 fer psych,
and 55/70 fer newmedia.
WHATEVER MAN.
sorry if i have a BAD attitude.
but there are only certain things that i'll be optimistic for.
and this isn't one of them.
i keep having dreams that ppl have offered me a way.
but i wake up.
and realise it never happened.
♥ with love, meow