Monday, September 8, 2008 ♥
Last posted@9:54 PM
so many ppl are leaving..
ppl i know, ppl i don't know..
so many are leaving.
the time for those going to australia has passed..
the time for those going to america has passed..
and now...
the london-bound ppl..
scholars, shangyi, my brother's friend, an ~old friend~, ppl i don't know but know..
they're all going..
or...they're already there.
but i'm still here.
i should be there.
but i'm here.
still here.
it's thundering outside. i love it. i love the sound of thunder. i love the sound of rain. i love the smell of rain. i love everything about rain except being out under it. i hope it rains like hell tonight. then maybe i'll find some peace in sleep.
so shangyi helped me send out my packages to the respective ppl today. thanks shang. i'm crossing my fingers, hoping and praying that they wun just toss out my stuff...after i spent so much time and effort on it. i hope they call me up fer interview....or...if dun need interview all the better. i just hope...that they'll think i deserve it..that they'll give me a chance..that there is good humanity out there..who will help me reach for my dream. i hope. i pray. i hope. i pray. pray for me too. (again)
ok. enough of the emo-ness. lemme update a lil of what's been happening the past few days:
went back to NY to visit. ms hew wasn't around unfortunately to entertain us...not like she needs to entertain us, cos obviously we can entertain ourselves. seowling was playng with my banana pencil box..it's a real A.A. she affectionately named it "NANABA". we then played around with gabriel's feathers etc. bla bla bla. i was TRYING to get some studyin done. but of course...failed miserably. mrs ng came later in the day. =) so nice ta see her..always so much fun with mrs ng. haish..i love the aep teachers. i love aep.
met up with sL and shang fer dinner one day. the purpose was to meet with shang's fwen, claudia, so she could tell me bout her lee foundation application etc. it was quite a success.
then on saturday. i painted another pair of shoes. for janice. it was her bday celebration that day....so thought i'd better get it done, so i could give it to her as part of a gift (the gift being my handywork) she loved momo...so i designed a momo theme fer her. =)
just yesterday. met up with aep geeks..old ones and fellow ones. some seniors came...though it was all the guys. some fellow ones came too...and one honourary one aka seowling. it was mainly to celebrate andre's bday and farewell shang...but guess..it was sorta a lil' reunion as well? for the seniors bah. most of our batch couldn't make it..quite sad. but glad to see those who came.
after that. me, seow and shang made our way to red dot museum at tanjong pagar fer an arty farty flea market. real cool stuff. i bought a really awesome book called " the creative license giving yourself permission to be the artist you truly are". it looks crappy..according to shangyi...but i think it has really good stuff in there. illustrations are super nice too..and got it fer a steal really! $25. =) so it was really quite an art fart day in the end. coolness. i like.
it's raining now. i'm so pleased.
♥ with love, meow
