so shang's been hanging out in london fer a week already. she's starting lessons next week and i can't wait to hear what her lessons are like. if i can't be there then she'll have ta be there fer the both of us. Shang says that goldsmiths really thought i was coming, and they had a pigeon hole fer me with my name and everything. and my name is on the attendance list and all. argh. that's so sweet of them la..too bad i'm not there. i told shang to take a picture...cos it sure would be interesting...that even though i'm not there, i've somehow left a trace of myself.

and janice and claudia have convinced me to have a nice serious sit down with my parents, if not, just my mum (cause she's easier to manipulate....jkin), about appealing to DBS fer a bursary or scholarship. and if i did not have a certain relative in there, writing in at all wouldn't be a problem, i'd just be another person at their mercy. but since i am related to someone in there, it makes the business all the more tricky...and it's reallly not that i wanna be a backdoor person..it's just...when u're desperate...u gotta whack at everything. so to proceed i would definitely have to see what my mum says..since it's her brother and all..and it concerns serious shoulder rubbing...can only hope that the conversation with the mum goes well.

today. i went out with belize and chicken. we seem to be going out a lot these days.. we watched MAMAMIA..WHICH IS SUPERLY AWESOME BY THE WAY!!!!! makes ppl wanna sing~~~lalala. i highly recommend..though there were some issues with old ppl making out and hairy beer bellied bodies which looked like a carpet had been rolled out on the chest. but other than that...really really really entertaining. =)

after that went to swensens for dinner, talked about ''StrAngE'' topics, and london culture and realising that the only thing that belize is interested in in every country is their bands and punk population. but no matter. by the end of dinner, i was already in a daze...thinking of london again, wishing i was there. sorry if i was a wet blanket guys. SHOULDN'T TALK TO ME BOUT LONDON...or ART. just makes me remember what i DON'T have.

and is johnny depp not the hottest guy in the world - not to mention the best actor in the world. *wink wink. yes yes..johnny depp..is what is keeping me from killing myself now. it's nice to have an imaginery, alternate reality to fall back on.

♥ with love, meow