Tuesday, September 23, 2008 ♥
Last posted@9:59 AM
thinking of my future makes me damn depressed.
LEE foundation said NO.
i really just needed a lil motivation.
but i guess GOD wun even give me that much.
losing faith..
in GOD
and in life.
so i'm lying in bed thinking of the reality of my life
and what it holds for me.
and it's 4 years studying shiite.
duno how many years working as shiite.
and MAYBE 2 years masters studying art therapy
(IF I DO STUDY PSYCHOLOGY WHICH RIGHT NOW SEEMS UNLIKELY)
so that's in the shiite-hole.
if not it's 2 years studying more shiite.
then more years working as shiite!
congrats cat.
your life is perfect.
ah well.
make the best of it ppl say.
*shoots myself in the head
*brains splatter on the floor
*but i'm still walking around
and a final quote from me private journal:
"i'll get by,
with the help of a little
IMAGINATION,
GOOD MUSIC,
and unhealthy doses of
JOHNNY DEPP."
♥ with love, meow
